Well, basically, you sit down for three hours with a cup coffee. You look at the situation from all sides, aspects, and points of view including nature, human, and divine. And then you sit in stillness until Divine Providence speaks with you saying, "Yes, maybe, and not" meaning "yes you can have what you want; maybe it will work out; but it is not what we want for you. You are surrounded by infinite possibilities." And then it says also "unless" meaning "unless you remain perfectly free because then you can do whatever you choose, for we need you to see with perfectly clarity." And so the poem:

One day a woman will love me
As the sky loves the sun, moon, and the stars 
Perfectly one yet perfectly free
A love that is giving
Without loss or diminishing her beauty 
She shall love me as the sea
Loves the waves, the winds, the tides,
And the moon that with her heart confides 
Her beauty as deep, as wild, and as free
She shall love me
As the avatar of the goddess Kundalini
With divine fire in her eyes 
At her touch the world will cease to be 
For in her love is the fulfillment 
Of every desire and dream